Restless

I want to do something productive. The way it is right now, I just feel so totally useless. And by "productive", I don't mean studying and stuff... it's good when done for oneself, but it doesn't make the slightest bit of a difference for the world if I get an A or a C for a test or exam. I've barely ever done anything of use to anyone other than myself, and that feels so wrong when I think about it. I'm not sure what to do about it, though... or, well, I have some ideas, but don't know how to make them happen.

Maybe I should try to write. It's been ages since I wrote anything.