Need to say more

Don't know what to say, but need to say something.

"Ocean Soul" by Nightwish reminds me of another dark light in my life. Once ages ago in another world. Sometimes even illusory illumination is appreciated. Looking back, I still do. Even without true understanding on either side, sometimes it is enough to believe in a dream. Although I never really did, until the very end. I wish I had... it wouldn't have changed anything. But now that I'm more sure than ever that it was illusion, I wish I had believed in it even more.

I wish there was something true to believe in now.