Saturn - a close encounter

Solid earth. At last I am becoming friends with that element. The one that is completely honest, completely real. Completely there. Where changes make a difference, where you know more or less what it is you need to make a difference. Structure, stability. Holds everything else together. The solid ground our hopes and dreams need to stand upon.

Leaving behind everything that doesn't stand the test. Of all the things that could've been the ones to go, I'd never have guessed the ones that did. The ideas and relationships I thought were closest to my core, my inspiration. I suppose I'm growing up and all that.